The Walls' Eyes and Ears are Burning

It's the month of Libra, and I'm kicking off October with something to fit the likeness~.

I'm quite proud to be a Libran; we have many blessings.

Flirtatiousness, charm, strong creative capacity, _{sometimes good looks~.}

We make great lovers, hosts, and shoulders to cry on.

We're inviting, and allow others to be themselves and are great fun at parties.

--Of course, no sign or gift is without flaw or faults, and there is a dark to every light.

Additionally, every person lives up to their sun sign differently.

I live up to mine VERY well, both in the good and the bad.

There is one thing in particular I was made very aware of today, however...

Libra, as with the fox spirit, comes off (and often for good reason) as trustworthy and strong.

We're truth lovers, even if the truth hurts we still seek it without fear.

We always know more than we care to reveal, and a lot of it comes from confidentiality -- Libra always has a secret of some kind.

It's unavoidable.

If we tell one secret, we achieve another -- it's like a blessed curse that protects, makes and/or breaks us.

I honestly enjoy this trait.

Being mysterious makes it more fun

Sometimes though, it can be hard.

In my life, I have always been naïve and quiet and been the person people didn't talk to directly, but I always picked up on the things people seemed not to want me to know.

It's always just come to me, as if the lies people used to cover up my history and other aspects of life were meant to be exposed.

But in time I became the person everyone in my family turns to.

My attention is quite strongly divided between three family members at all times, as they all manage to find alone time with me and divulge loads and loads of information catered only to their own opinions.

So I stay quiet and listen, and walk on.

Soon someone else talks to me, and later the third person.

And I keep it in, and keep it and keep it and keep it.

Do I ever really tell lies?

White ones occasionally to cover my tracks, but usually i'm just quiet.

You're not lying if you don't speak~.

Anyway, once I get enough information and take the time to mull it over, I make a conclusion and if someone in the triangle of secrets needs to know something important from all the information I've gathered, I deliver it to them in a neutral fashion without seeming two-faced or stabbing others in the back (because i'm sincerely not that kind of person).

This method of mine keeps trouble from getting stirred up too much.

Does trouble come?
Of course, but such is life.

Something else crucial to understand is Libra is very, VERY hard to lie to.

We're known for being very intuitive and having a "psychic" nature, sensing others and being able to almost smell trouble as it approaches.

Like anyone else we get blind sided and startled and our intuition is not always perfect.

But we're human, so how could it be?

Still, lately there's been a lot of "secret triangles" going on with a few people in my house and it's too personal to get into, but I have no reason to be ashamed of this.

Everyone has skeletons in their closet and has baggage and secrets and scandals, it's normal.

IS there some shame?

Definitely.

But again, most of it i'm not sorry for.

Sometimes I feel like the walls in my house, seeing and hearing things I feel maybe i'm not supposed to know.

Coupled with my intuition, I make for a tough person to tip toe around.

I'm still visibly naïve and gullible, but people underestimate how compassionate I can be.

This is another reason I like learning about people.

I'll only push people away if I've felt threatened by them, and that doesn't normally happen.

So go ahead, tell me whatever you wish to get off your chest if you so desire.

I can handle it.

Foxes CAN, in fact, keep a secret~.

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Sorry if this seems almost creepy with the whole "tell me yo secrets" thing

I'm not trying to be weird, it's just sort of like an educational/vent/Vulpine pride type...thing

Lol anyway you now know a little more about me and yes, Fae is wearing a sweatshirt because pirates get cold too, and it's Fall

I like putting different stuff on her, it's fun

And yes my eyes are bleeding in this pic.

I enjoy being the center of everyone's secret keeping, but it can wear me thin sometimes.

Today I collapsed and helped someone make a huge connection in my OWN pursuit to find the truth, and it worked.

But again, all comes with a price.

I'm tired, and moreover my eyes literally hurt right now  

So enjoy and sorry for being weird :"D